The Heavenly Abode

Dark, filthy fluid
engulfing my persona
I see no light
I feel no air
I smell no flora
I hear no fauna.
Only a thin line of nourishment
thankfully,
from an unknown Goddess
that makes me rich
and richer
day,after day.
I sit here still
clutching my palms
shaping my destiny
and waiting,
to see you, Oh All Beauty!!
to feel you, Oh All Warmth!!
to smell you, Oh All Fragrance!!
to hear you, Oh My Angel!!
I sit here still
unaware,
of the countless drops of blood
you have given
to carve my present
and unaware
of the countless drops of sweat
you will give
to paint my future.
I simply wonder
about the mystery of this place,
this dark , filthy fluid about me,
this soft wall ,growing with me,
to accommodate me
at any cost.
Little do I know,
that this confinement
is the safest place on earth,
the most coveted home
I would ever get.
The day this umbilical cord is snapped,
I will lay bare and open
to so huge a world
and yet so shrunken in love.
And,
I have just three quarters of an year
from this entire life
to stay in this dream home!
Oh dark, filthy fluid
shield me,
shield me away
from the darkness ahead
lest,
I lose my heavenly abode.